i can't believe i'm writing this letter here... i can do this becus of my love for you... it's not enough i see you three times a day.. even now i want to run toward you.. do you know that i can not live a single day without you?.. you and i are already one.. (wuts dat suppose 2 meannn??hehe~byun tae~byun tae~ya knoe i almost got a heart attack when reading this line puhahah~) you've become my strength.. you've been my energy when i'm tired.. i'm always thankful for you... and to people who made it possible for you to be you..people who made you.. there was a time i worried alot becus of you.. it was hard.. you know that time, don't you?...... i've even tried to not to see you... but i've sought you out first not even after 3 days... you don't know how happy i was to see you then... ah, i don't know if this is good news but anyway.....my mother likes you too... she told me how much she likes you... but no matter how much she likes you...it does not compare to how much i love you... you're the only one... i love you the most in this world... really.... ah... other members might get mad at me if they see this letter... but i can take any critisizing.... i love you that much... i can tell anyone.... that i love you... i'll always be with you... till the day i die.... if i can't see you even for a short while... if i have to apart from you.... i'm going to die... really.... i still can't forget the first time my lips met you... (ackkkkkk~i knoe im hyper but tears almost fell 4rm eyes..puhahah~hyukieeee~) so warm... ...soft... .....and moist... when was the first time my lips touched you?...umm... i can't remember the exact time... it's been a long time ago... when i first met you... my mother worried... that something might happen to me... but even now we're so good together.... ...it doesn't matter what others say.... i'll always stay with you... and love only you... i love you.... . (tears almost spill out...thennnn....) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i love you "Bop(rice)" rice, i'm hoping to meet you again soon!! lets go eat rice!!!!