I am Kang Ta a person many ppl love and look up to and I am kind of a role model for all those ppl.
But I have much stress I am not feeling good these days and there is also no one I love who really could support me.
I was just going out with my friend to have a little fun like every normal person does sometimes and it went out in a big mistake I made.
So now all you guys are looking down on me and what is even more worse is what effect everything had and it was all MY fault.
I don't want to hurt anyone I don't wanted to hurt my fans my hyungs and all the other ppl who thought of me as a for himself responsable person.
I did a mistake and I KNOW that it was wrong so now as I am in the light of the press everyone is going to attack on me about it and even though I am already punished enough I hurt my hyungs and all the fans by what happened to H.O.T.
I am the one who is responsable for ALL of it and what BIG mistake it was I know.
So everyone I know will have a loss of what only myself was responsable for so can you imagine how I feel??????
We won't get any money from the loss of the shows and that is a big effect on SM and also on H.O.T.
The loss the fans got MENTALLY when i did this big mistake...
The loss of my hyungs recognition and appreciation and maybe the loss of my best friends' greatest dream to win this Award.
Can you imagine how I FEEL?
There are thousands of fans who I have to think of what I did to them and everyone....
Can you imagine how I will feel when this topic will go on and on in the press and everywhere when I am only an 21 year old singer who just wants to sing and make ppl happy but now everyone I made sad and it was my fault?
I hope you guys forgive me as everyone needs to get a second chance...I am human nothing else......
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